I know I haven't written in this journal for a while, but today I just kind of need it.

Today, I visited my future school! YAY! I am so excited to go there and on top of it I have been accepted into the Music Program! Have I ever told any of you that I sing Opera? It's a little passion of mine. =^^=

But the strange thing is that... I feel like I am ready for college, but at the same time not...

I want to start my own life, but...

I love my home, my mum, my sister... how am I going to leave all of this behind without hurting them or myself in the process?

*Sigh* Confusion.